life is hell on wheels,

Life is hell on wheels, yet you sit and ride anyone. I moved out with Jer a couple of days ago. and it has been hell since ive done that. i hve been through non stop confrintation with cops, crap from family and friends its so dumb! i cant take it anymore. im ready to end life as we speak

My new Boi :))

SO there is this super hot amazing guy i work with his name is Jeremiah Smith aka Jeremy :) i love him with all my heart. I spent new years eve with him and idk what it is or what it was about being with him snuggling with him on that couch that night, but something clicked in both of us and it told us. and it told me He is the one :) Jeremy i love you so much i really dont know how to even tell you. you make my heart soar...you can make me lose my breath...i cant move i cant breathe when im with you, i wish that there was a pause button for ever single moment that we are together. There is something bout the way he holds me, the way he kisses me softly, he makes me feel lke im so delicate that im a fragile flower that will break at any moment. God i love him so much.